S n the C.-

CROCS.-

I luv My CROCS.-

I admit they DO look kinda weird. Hella confortable tho... and not to wear in this fucking third world country.
Everybody loves CROCS, and if YOU don´t it´s only cuz YOU don´t own a pair.



Bee-atch.-


carson.-

B u k o w s k i . -

The best love poem I can write at the moment

listen, I told her
why don't you stick
your tongue up my ass

no, she said.

well, I said
if I stick my tongue
up your ass first
then will you stick
your tongue up my
ass?

all right, she said.

I got my head down
there and looked
around
opened a section
then my tongue
moved
forward

not there, she said
ahhahahaha
not there, that's
not the right place

you women have
more holes
than
swiss cheese
I don't want you
to do it
why?

well, then I'll
have to do it back
and then at the next
party
you'll tell people
I licked your ass
with my tongue

suppose I promise
not to tell?

you'll get drunk,
you'll
tell

o.k., I said
roll over and
I'll stick it in
the other
place

she rolled over and
I stuck my tongue
in that
other place

we were in love

we were in love
with except
what I said at
parties
and we were not
in love
with each others
ass holes

she wants me to
write a love
poem
but I think if people
can't love each others
ass holes
and farts
and shits
and terrible parts
just like they love
the good
parts
that ain't
complete love so,
as far as love goes
as far as we
have gone
this poem
will have
to do.

Carson.-

The Man With The Beautiful Eyes

When we were kids
there was a strange house
all the shades were
always
drawn
and we never heard voices
in there
and the yard was full of
bamboo
and we liked to play in
the bamboo
pretend we were
Tarzan
( although there was no
Jane)
and there was a
fish pond
a large one
full of the
fattest goldfish
you ever saw
and they were
tame.
They came to the
surface of the water
and took pieces of
bread
from our hands.

Our parents had
told us:
" never go near that
house"
so, of course,
we went.

We wondered if anybody
lived there.
Weeks went by and we
never saw
anybody.

Then one day
we heard
a voice
from the house
" YOU GOD DAMNED
WHORE!"

It was a mans
voice.
Then the screen
door
of the house was
flung open
and the man
walked out.

He was holding a
fifth of whiskey
in his right
hand.
He was about
30.
He had a cigar
in his
mouth,
needed a
shave.
His hair was
wild and
uncombed
and he was
barefoot.
In undershirt
and pants
but his eyes
were
bright
they BLAZED
with brightness
and he said,
"hey, little
gentleman,
having a good
time, I
hope?"

Then he gave a
little laugh
and walked
back into the
house.

We left,
went back to my
parents yard
and thought
about it.

Our parents,
we decided
had wanted us
to stay away
from there
because they
never wanted us
to see a man
like
that,
a strong natural
man
with
beautiful
eyes.

Our parents
were ashamed
that they were
not
like that
man,
thats why they
wanted us to stay
away.

But
we went back
to that house
and the bamboo
and the tame
goldfish.
We went back
many times
for many
weeks
but we never
saw
or heard
the man
again.

The shades were
down
as always
and it was
quiet.

Then one day
as we came back from
school
we saw the
house.

It had burned
down,
there was nothing
left,
just a smoldering
twisted black
foundation
and we went to
the fish pond
and there was
no water
in it
and the fat
orange goldfish
were dead
there,
drying out.

We went back to
my parents yard
and talked about
it
and decided that
our parents had
burned their
house down,
had killed
them
had killed the
goldfish
because it was
all too
beautiful,
even the bamboo
forest had
burned.

They had been
afraid of
the man with the
beautiful
eyes.

And
we were afraid
than
that
all throughout our lives
things like that
would happen,
that nobody
wanted
anybody
to be
strong and
beautiful
like that,
that
others would never
allow it,
and that
many people
would have to
die.

Bukowski.-

Carson.-

Dinosauria, We

Born like this
Into this
As the chalk faces smile
As Mrs. Death laughs
As the elevators break
As political landscapes dissolve
As the supermarket bag boy holds a college degree
As the oily fish spit out their oily prey
As the sun is masked
We are
Born like this
Into this
Into these carefully mad wars
Into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness
Into bars where people no longer speak to each other
Into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings
Born into this
Into hospitals which are so expensive that it’s cheaper to die
Into lawyers who charge so much it’s cheaper to plead guilty
Into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed
Into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes
Born into this
Walking and living through this
Dying because of this
Muted because of this
Castrated
Debauched
Disinherited
Because of this
Fooled by this
Used by this
Pissed on by this
Made crazy and sick by this
Made violent
Made inhuman
By this
The heart is blackened
The fingers reach for the throat
The gun
The knife
The bomb
The fingers reach toward an unresponsive god
The fingers reach for the bottle
The pill
The powder
We are born into this sorrowful deadliness
We are born into a government 60 years in debt
That soon will be unable to even pay the interest on that debt
And the banks will burn
Money will be useless
There will be open and unpunished murder in the streets
It will be guns and roving mobs
Land will be useless
Food will become a diminishing return
Nuclear power will be taken over by the many
Explosions will continually shake the earth
Radiated robot men will stalk each other
The rich and the chosen will watch from space platforms
Dante’s Inferno will be made to look like a children’s playground
The sun will not be seen and it will always be night
Trees will die
All vegetation will die
Radiated men will eat the flesh of radiated men
The sea will be poisoned
The lakes and rivers will vanish
Rain will be the new gold
The rotting bodies of men and animals will stink in the dark wind
The last few survivors will be overtaken by new and hideous diseases
And the space platforms will be destroyed by attrition
The petering out of supplies
The natural effect of general decay
And there will be the most beautiful silence never heard
Born out of that.
The sun still hidden there
Awaiting the next chapter.

Charles Bukowski.

Carson.- (wise words)

If I aint got YOU.-

"Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you, Yeah"

Carson.-

Mojo.-

Me in my hotel room with my pizza, my pop and my computer.

Carson.-

SLC PUNK.-

The Fight: What does it mean and where does it come from? An Essay: Homosapien. A man. He is alone in the universe. A punker. Still a man. He is alone in the universe, but he connects. How? They hit each other. No clearer way to evaluate whether or not you're alive. Now. Complications. A reason to fight. Somebody different. Difference creates dispute. Dispute is a reason to fight. Now, to fight is a reason to feel pain. Life is pain. So to fight with reason is to be alive with reason. Final analysis: To fight, a reason to live. Problems and Contradictions: I am an anarchist. I believe that there should be no rules, only chaos. Fighting appears to be chaos. And when we slam in the pit a show it is. But when we fight for a reason, like rednecks, there's a system, we fight for what we stand for, chaos. Fighting is a structure, fighting is to establish power, power is government and government is not anarchy. Government is war and war is fighting. The circle goes like this: our redneck skirmishes are cheap perversions of conventional warfare. War implies extreme government because wars are fought to enforce rules or ideals, even freedom. But other people ideals forced on someone else, even if it is something like freedom, is still a rule; not anarchy. This contradiction was becoming clear to me in the fall of '85. Even as early as my first party, "Why did I love to fight?" I framed it, but still, I don't understand it. It goes against my beliefs as a true anarchist. But there it was. Competition, fighting, capitalism, government, THE SYSTEM. That's what we did. It's what we always did. Rednecks kicked the shit out of punks, punks kicked the shit out of mods, mods kicked the shit out of skinheads, skinheads took out the heavy metal guys, and the heavy metal guys beat the living shit out of new wavers and the new wavers did nothing. What was the point? Final summation? None.




Carson.-

Week-END.-

It all started on Friday.

-8:00pm: I went to the bus stop.
-9:30 pm: Arrived @ Ivi´s. We did the regular. Chitchat for a bit and we decided where to go. Gusho was there too bitches.
-11:00pm: Finally we sat down on ITAMAE (Sushi place). We ate like fucking dogs... Damn´u ppl can EAT!! I was starving for SUSHI since that day @ the Fashion Show Mall with Helen (L). MY GOD that was Delicious! ("RA SUSHI" There’s never a dull moment at RA Sushi Bar Restaurant. The music is pumping, the mood is upbeat and the atmosphere is as stimulating as a big bite of wasabi.) Mauro also joined us @ Itamae.

Saturday.

-01:00am: We all went back to Ivi´s and chilled there for long hours. .....sí. WACKY $%&$·
Youtube.com videos and more Wacky u know what.
(STOP with the time thingy shit...)
We all went to bed, got up, cleaned up, sang, ate, drunk, sang, etc... Lovely hours spent in our get together. Jumped on a bus went straight to Lash´s crib. My god that was hell of a TRIP!
Got ready and we went to the Dr.´s B-day party. Damn I ATE, DRUNK, SMOKED, and TALKED like a BEE-ATCH! unstoppable! NON-STOP! ... HeHe..
Went back to Lash´s after the party and watched this amazing movie: SLC PUNK!
We had a little gathering @ Lash´s and Dudu and Caro came over we did some chichat, singing, browsing, etc.. WE HAD A BLAST! (Helenia would SAY hehe).
We all got up had some junk-food and my parents gave me a ride HOME.-


Luv y´all BITCHES!



Carson.-

G r a s s . -

Carrot TOP!

Carson.-

Wooooosh.-

Juancha.. you know what this means?!!?!?..
(btw, NO, it´s not FARTING BITCHES...)

Carson.-

OWE

I think you owe me for deceiving me so exquisitely.

Carson.-

Savages

Without forgiveness we're savages.-

Carson.-

Ax.-

This is where I worked in Vegas. That day was when we came out with the Underwear collection, which by the way they are VERY GOOD Indeed.-

The day of the FIESTA! PIE! KOOLAID! OOOOOHHHH UUUUUUHHHH SISTA!
Me n´my Sista Ashley we were drunk as hell.-

Enjoy- Damn... it was CROWDED!

Carson.-

Helenie.-

Sweet Lady.- (i miss you)

Carson.-

Relax n´ Listen

Carson.-

The American Dollar Bill

Do you know what our dollar bill stands for? Now you will.

THE UNITED STATES ONE DOLLAR BILL

Take out a one dollar bill, and look at it. The one dollar bill you're looking at first came off the presses in 1957 in its present design. This so-called paper money is in fact a cotton and linen blend, with red and blue minute silk fibers running through it. It is actually material. We've all washed it without it falling apart. A special blend of ink is used, the contents we will never know. It is overprinted with symbols and then it is starched to make it water resistant and pressed to give it that nice crisp look.

If you look on the front of the bill, you will see the United States Treasury Seal.



On the top you will see the scales for a balanced budget.

In the center you have a carpenter's square, a tool used for an even cut.

Underneath is the Key to the United States Treasury.

That's all pretty easy to figure out, but what is on the back of that dollar bill is something we should all know.

If you turn the bill over, you will see two circles.

Both circles, together, comprise the Great Seal of the United States



The First Continental Congress requested that Benjamin Franklin and a group of men come up with a Seal.

It took them four years to accomplish this task and another two years to get it approved.



If you look at the left-hand circle, you will see a Pyramid.

Notice the face is lighted, and the western side is dark. This country was just beginning. We had not begun to explore the West or decided what we could do for Western Civilization. The Pyramid is uncapped, again signifying that we were not even close to being finished. Inside the capstone you have the all-seeing eye, an ancient symbol for divinity. It was Franklin's belief that one man couldn't do it alone, but a group of men, with the help of God, could do anything.

"IN GOD WE TRUST" is on this currency.



The Latin above the pyramid, ANNUIT COEPTIS, means, "God has favored our undertaking."

The Latin below the pyramid, NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM, means, "a new order has begun."

At the base of the pyramid is the Roman Numeral for 1776. (MDCCLXXVI)

If you look at the right-hand circle, and check it carefully, you will learn that it is on every National Cemetery in the United States It is also on the Parade of Flags Walkway at the Bushnell, Florida National Cemetery , and is the centerpiece of most hero's monuments. Slightly modified, it is the seal of the President of the United States , and it is always visible whenever he speaks, yet very few people know what the symbols mean.



The Bald Eagle was selected as a symbol for victory for two reasons: First, he is not afraid of a storm; he is strong, and he is smart enough to soar above it.
Secondly, he wears no material crown. We had just broken from the King of England Also, notice the shield is unsupported. This country can now stand on its own.
At the top of that shield you have a white bar signifying congress, a unifying factor. We were coming together as one nation. In the Eagle's beak you will read, " E PLURIBUS UNUM", meaning, "one nation from many people".

Above the Eagle, you have thirteen stars, representing the thirteen original colonies, and any clouds of misunderstanding rolling away. Again, we were coming together as one.

Notice what the Eagle holds in his talons. He holds an olive branch and arrows. This country wants peace, but we will never be afraid to fight to preserve peace.
The Eagle always wants to face the olive branch, but in time of war, his gaze turns toward the arrows.

They say that the number 13 is an unlucky number.

This is almost a worldwide belief.

You will usually never see a room numbered 13, or any hotels or motels with a 13th floor.

But think about this:

13 original colonies,
13 signers of the Declaration of Independence,
13 stripes on our flag,
13 steps on the Pyramid,
13 letters in the Latin above,
13 letters in "E Pluribus Unum",
13 stars above the Eagle,
13 bars on that shield,
13 leaves on the olive branch,
13 fruits, and if you look closely, 13 arrows.

And, for minorities: the 13th Amendment.

I always ask people, "Why don't you know this?" Your children don't know this, and their history teachers don't know this. Too many veterans have given up too much to ever let the meaning fade. Many veterans remember coming home to an America that didn't care. Too many veterans never came home at all.

Carson.-

M a c b o o k A i r A d . -

Carson.-

kNOw

“You just have to know. And when you don't know, no one can fault you for it. You do what you can, when you can, why you can. When you can't... you can't."

Carson.-

That Guy Who Invented the Post-It

Really.

For serious.

Here's his story.







Carson.-

Ghetto Fabulous.-

According to myself:

1. ghetto fabulous

Referring to the style of nouveau riche people who have grown up in ghetto or urban areas. The combination of bad taste,an urban aesthetic and desire to wear one's wealth. Basically, high priced but tacky clothing and accessories.





Wikipedia:

1. Ghetto fabulous

is an expression believed to have originated amongst African-Americans living in poor urban areas. Often used in a term of derision, it specifically refers to the mentality and lifestyle of some American ghetto inhabitants and vaguely to the mentality and lifestyle of poor black urbanites. It is also frequently used as a juxtaposition against mainstream America. It can be argued that "ghetto fabulous" is a sub-culture within the welfare state and therefore America itself. People, commonly in the urban community, who live a part of their life dependent on assistance are referred to as ghetto. Then a turning point surprisingly changes their lifestyle and they find a way to "strike it rich" to now live a life that is "ghetto fabulous."

Carson.-

the C A S T . -

Carson.-

Which character are you most like?

YOU´RE MARK:

There´s nothing you love more than a good challenge, where it´s a difficult case at work or a colleague who doesn´t instantly fall for your killer charm. Anything worth having is worth fighting for, whether it´s a promotion, a woman or your best friend.





Carson.-

K i s s . -

For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything.






Carson.-

I n d e e d . -

Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.

Carson.-

Carson.-

I'm Mary Freaking Poppins.-

Ellen´s Really Big Show

I was THERE, first ROW. More than V.I.P. n´obviously FREE.-

Carson.-

Nutter Butter ?

long for....

F o r Y o u r L o v e . -

I lost you ...

will I ever have you back.- (?)

ya´think so?


Carson.-

Destination Juancha.-

Juancha... previously I forgot the lyrics and the video which I know you love.-


I Left my job my boss my car and my home,
I'm leaving for a destination i still don't know ,
somewhere nobody must have duties at all,
and if you like this you can follow me so lets go,
follow me and lets go,
to the place where we belong and leave our troubles at home,
come with me,
we can go to a paradise of love and joy at Destination unknown, known, known, known....unknown, known, known, known....

destination unkown

now i won't feel those heavy shoulders no more, my life got better now I finally enjoy, yes all the people want to come here and so? Come on and join us you can do that now, lets go, follow me, and lets go, to the place where we belong and leave our troubles at home, come with me, we can go to a paradise of love and joy, a destination unknown, known, known, known...

We left the city the pollution the crowd, the air is clean, the ocean's blue, I love that sound, We're happy for this destination we've found, and if you want this you can follow me, lets go, follow me, and lets go, to the place where we belong and leave our troubles at home, come with me, we can go, to a paradise of love and joy, a destination unknown, known, known, known....unknown, known, known, known....

I would soooo post our song.. but it´s PRIVATE.-

360 .-

Huh?

C a r s s - I v s - G u i

( n ´ d a ´ w o o d s )

(en busca del jugador de tejo... ñakate)

Carson.-

U n k n o w n

Ms. Juancha.-

Carson.-

Photo.-

My god IM GOOD.-


(demás està decir que la foto fue tomada por MI, no?)
Model: Ivis.-

W o T = ) (?)

Sometimes... you are not aware of what you are doing. Special EDUCATION.-
I think we spent HOURS on that fucking board. And It took us time, effort, and lot`s of munchis!
We rode bikes for more than an hour NON STOP! tryong to get the markers, the paint and stuff. We had a BLAST!
HELLA FUN!.
How many times did we stop trying to get ´em HAHA!
Anyway... ME and the board which represent my lil JOANE!. hah..
Loved your almost 2 hours phone call this morning (morning = 4pm HAHA! )
Thanks for the beers yesterday and... I know u wanna marry me . We will. But u owe me money for that.

Destination.............. Unknown.

B e a c h . -

W h a t c h a m a c a l l i t ?

W o u l d y o u . . .

be my Valentine ? (N O T . -)

Carson.-

C o n t r a d i c t i o n . -

Contradiction.- (?)

Sandboarding.-

In case you were wondering what I´ve been up to! Here you go... A pic and a brief explanation. Special thanks to my lil Juanita and her board. Which you will see pics later on.. Damn we did everything from scratch (not the board but the DECO hehe). I can´t NOT mention Necochei and all the munchies! Hehe...

Pretty Good Indeed.-

Sandboarding is a recreational activity similar to snowboarding that takes place on sand dunes rather than snow-covered hills. For some, it involves riding across or down a dune while standing with both feet strapped to a board, while others use a board with no bindings. The latter method is considered much more dangerous than the former.

This boardsport has adherents throughout the world, but for obvious reasons tends to be most prevalent in desert areas, or coastal areas with beach dunes.

It is less popular than snowboarding, partly because it is very difficult to build a mechanized ski lift on a sand dune, and so participants must walk back to the top of the dune after every run or ride a dune buggy or 4 wheel drive back to the top. On the other hand, dunes are normally available all year round with numerous locations compared to winter-only snow sports.

The sandboard base is much harder than a snowboard, built mostly out of formica or laminex with special base materials now being made for this sport. To glide in the sand, the board bottom is often waxed, usually with a paraffin based sandboard wax, before a run. After use, the bottom of the board may have a lightly sanded look to it while 'Race Base' tends to polish smoother and glossier with use. Most terrain sandboards are composed of hardwood ply while 'full size' sandboards are a wood, fibre glass, plastic composite. However, a snowboarding base will some times work on steeper dunes.





Carson.- (powered by Wikipedia)

= )

Age of CONSENT.- (my ass)

Oath.-

H O T . -

Kiss me, Gently
Always I know
Hold me love me
Don't ever go
Ya


You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me

C a r s o n . -


P.s.: I guess I still like my MOJO.- (have a little faith in it)

N e c o c h e i . -

Back from the beach. Soon I ll post some pics, stories n´stuff. So far Im more than I N L O V E with Grey´s Anatomy.- Specially with one of the characters! Guess WHICH ONE ? Damn.. So obvious....
Juancha Thank´s for special moments. As I said today... "My Pleasure" ....

"BBQ" Hahahahah!! "PBT" Hahahahaha!! Chumach.-

You could almost think we did something.-

Carson.-


P.s.: AMBIGUITY