Wednesday, January 30, 2008

N i m b o o d a . -




Ye Nimbooda
Ay Nimbooda
Ho Ho Oo Ho...
Dhinak Dhinak Dhinak Dhinta

Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda
Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda
Arre Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do
Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda
Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda
Arre Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do

Arre Layido Layido Laydo
Arre Layido Layido Laydo
Nimboo Layido
Ja Khet Se Hariyala Nimbooda Layido

Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda
Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda

Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda
Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda
Arre Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do

Arre Layido Layido Laydo
Arre Layido Layido Laydo
Nimboo Layido
Ja Khet Se Hariyala Nimbooda Layido
Nimbooda Layido

Aa Nimboo Layido

Ah Ha

Deewanon Ki Buri Nazar Se Bachna Ho To Sunlo
Deewanon Ki Buri Nazar Se Bachna Ho To Sunlo
Arre Katto Katto Nimboo Tez
Chori Se Sar Pe Kaato
Phir Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Kya Jaadu
Karega Dekho
Ki Buri Nazar Vo
Khatti Hoyegi
Phir Char Raste Pe
Vo Utar Giregi

To Layido Layido Laydo
To Layido Layido Laydo
Nimboo Layido
Ja Ja Ja Khet Se Hariyala Nimbooda Layido
Nimbooda Layido

Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimbooda

Arre Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do
Nimbooda Layido
Aa Nimboo Layi Layi Layi Layido

Itna Sa Hai Par Hai To Rasila
Chakha Tha Bada Ta Hai Chabila
Nimbooda
Iski Khushboo Se Bhi Lalcha Jaata Hai Ye Mann
Rakhde Zubaan Par Do Bas

Lekin Chaahat Mein Sajna Sajni Ko
Lagti Hai Ek Duje Ki Nazar
Tab Un Mein Aksar
Hoti Hai Meethi Takraar
Nimbooda Bole Hai Yehi Pyaar

Hurr..
To Layido Layido
Haan Layido Layido

Meri Suni Saheliyon Jaake Zara Layido
Chhota Nimbooda
Layido

Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimbooda

Arre Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do
Nimbooda Layido
Haan Nimboo Layi Layi Layi Layido

Hey Nimbooda Nimbooda
Nimbooda Nimbooda Nimbooda
Nimboo Nimbooda Nimbooda
Nimboo Nimbooda

Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimboodaa Nimboodaa Nimboodaa
Nimbooda

Arre Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do
Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do
Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do
Kaacha Kaacha Chhota Chhota Nimbooda Layi Do
Nimbooda Layido
Nimbooda Layido
Haan Nimboo Layi Layi Layi Layido


I s h . -






M e S u p e r a . -

S i l s i l a Y e C h a a h a t K a . -









Missin´Ya.-

È c o u t e z . -



No muscle man, no candy cane
No pack of sexy starving wolves
No money talking, moonlight walking
Lady shocking, big crow cocking
Those ladybugs can go to blazes
Here and there go pretty faces
All of this don't mess my stuffing
Only one thing got me huffing

I'm jealous of your cigarette
And all the things you do with it
I'm jealous of your cigarette
And the pleasure that you get from it
And not me
All this time your talking no

No king, no prince with gold ring pinky
I suggest that we do something kinky
No pilot flying private plane
To smooch you on the hills of Spain
No catapult to all night kisses
That old thing just always misses
All of this don't mess my stuffing
Only one thing got me huffing

I'm jealous of your cigarette
And all the things you do with it
I'm jealous of your cigarette
And how you wanna suck on it
And not me
All this time your talking no

All this time your talking no

I'm jealous of your cigarette






Carson.-

G r e y ´ s A n a t o m y . -


L O V E S I T . -




Fried Chicken Indeed.-


Impossible to convey a surreal dinner with YOU.-

I V A R S O N . -


B e y o n d W o r d s . -

B U E N O B A S T A


P l a s t i c S u r g e r y . -


Monday, January 28, 2008

HTVI.-

This is HTVI,
happy TV international,
bringing you happy news from around the world,
24 hours a day

Good evening I'm John Glad
Thank you for joining us for happy headline news from HTVI
A new energy source has been engineered by Sweden Industrial
According to European Authorities,
this new energy source will not pollute the air or the water
and will replace oil and nuclear power within one year
we celebrate today fifteen years of worldwide peace
therefore the Nobel prize for peace will no longer be given.-
Final results for the American president election,
African American senator Julia Crown
is elected with a vast majority of 98 %
a lucky UCLA Student has discovered a cure
for both AIDS and cancer today.
FDA and lab industries announced that the cure will be available
worldwide as soon as next week and for free.-
No murder or sexual abuse reported today
no fatal crash and no airplane attack.
One last look at the weather forecast
and temperature from around the world
the sun is shinning everywhere
and temperatures are just right for everyone.-
Log on to our website on www.htvi.com for more happy news
Thank you for joining us
it was John Glad for HTVI.-


Carson.-

Au Contraire.-




Go to a cash machine
To get a ticket home
Message on the screen
Says don't make plans, you're broke
No, no this can't be right
I know that time is tight
I've only just been paid
Three weeks five days, til I'm seen
Right...
No...
I scratch a living, it ain't easy
You know it's a drag
I'm always paying, never make it
But you can't look back
I wonder if I'll ever get
To where I want to be
Better believe it
I'm working for the cash machine

I try to phone a friend
My credit's in the red
I try to skip the fare
Ticket inspector's there
No no, this can't be right
I live an honest life
It seems like sometimes
You don't cross the line
You don't get
By...
No...

I scratch a living, it ain't easy
You know it's a drag
I'm always paying, never make it
But you can't look back
I wonder if I'll ever get
To where I want to be
Better believe it
Yeah...

What am I gonna do
My girlfriend's test turned blue
We tried to play it safe
That night we could not wait
No no, this can't be right
She said it would be alright
I can't afford to be a daddy
So I leave tonight...
No...

I scratch a living, it ain't easy
You know it's a drag
I'm always paying, never make it
But you can't look back
I wonder if I'll ever get
To where I want to be
Better believe it
I'm working for the cash machine
Cash machine
Cash machine ...

There's a hole in my pocket, my pocket, my pocket
There's a hole in my pocket, my pocket, my pocket
There's a hole in my pocket, my pocket, my pocket
There's a hole in my pocket
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah




Carson.-


P.s.: Afterall Money don´t matter.-

The Pledge of Allegiance


I Pledge Allegiance to the flag
of the United States of America
and to the Republic for which it stands,
one Nation under God,
indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.-




Why? Well u should know! I don’t have to excuse myself; actually I never DO, so why would I do it now? It’s my business NOT YOURS! And FYI repercussion makes me laugh my ass off!
I could write forever but I really don’t feel like it, I rather keep it in my mind.

I just had a "Deja vu"... me, in the classroom with my right hand placed on my heart.. saying the Pledge of Allegiance... thousands of time... every single morning.... the GLMS news anchorman or woman.. Saying PLEASE STAND UP FOR THE PLEDGE OF ALLEGIANCE... well of course first day I was like WTF?!?...
And so... we faced the flag, stood up in our HB (home base) and all of us in GLMS saying the Pledge of Allegiance Cliché MAL! Hehe
Afterwards the lunch menu some crappy-news and promos... And then... Our day begun... FIRST PERIOD was waiting.... SECOND, THIRD, FOURTH, FIFTH AND SIXTH PERIOD.
I had lunch “C” which was the most wanted. Obviously it was the one in the middle that’s why.- Plus I had P.E. before so I was always starving. Hehe
Unforgettable is the sound of the lockers. Mine too; it was so IN to smack your locker between periods. Those five minutes were outstanding, people running everywhere all the pressure so you were not late. I mean it was so unfair, we only had like five minutes and the school was humongous.
Always expecting the sixth period; which was science class; I learnt lots of things, like origami, crystals, rollercoaster and stuff. Plus after I was free to get on my bike and go home. I used to ride my bike to school back and forth for a month until I was told by the security man that I was not allow to ride my bike thru the football field and if I was going to go the other way I still needed a helmet. And so I left my bike in the garage.
Precious readers this chapter has got to an end, there is more to come, a lot more actually; but not today, not tonight. It’s time for me to go to bed.

Sincerely,

Carson.-



P.s.: I would only accept your critics as long as they are well written and if they have a sense (and by sense I mean: a meaning conveyed or intended) and or a good judgment.


Love to all of ya folks.-



BUENOS AIRES 100KM.-

Erase un Miercoles 3 de Octubre en las Vegas Nevada (sin city). Dia turbio si los hay, haha no mentira para nada... pero .. encontré mi felicidad por la noche junto a una PEPSI, mis peanut M&M's, mis MARLBORO medium y una película en HBO.

Buenos Aires 100 km. (si si , crealo señora.. CINE NACIONAL).. haah! algo asi como "somos actores, queremos actuar"... El titulo me llamo la atención, ergo, espere a que empiece y me enganche MAL!!. Muchas películas intentan recrear el paso de la adolescencia a la adultez por asi decirlo. Entre ellas mi favorita es Stand By Me... muy conocida, aunque yo diria que el libro esta mejor pero bueh. Mr. S.King escribio el libro OPFIO!. quien mas?

En este caso son tipo 5 amigos que se encuentran en un pueblo a 100 kilometros de buenos aires. y estan como en la tipica "SOY MAYOR y hago lo que quiero". A todo esto es como que se encuentran a ellos mismos como seres y tipo .. comienzan a experimentar la re edad PUBER tipo.. con alguna revista porno (nada GROTEZCO opfio). Tipo la cosa es que se re dan cuenta de que la vida no es estar siempre juntos sentados en la vereda de la puerta de una peluqueria de damas todos los dias ni jugar a la pelota ni ganar el torneo etc...

A todo esto, cada personaje tiene sus bardos. Tipo uno de los chicos era adoptado y tipo en el pueblo se re sabia pero nadie le decia nada para tipo no lastimarlo. El otro soñaba con ser escritor una onda shakespeare de pequeño pero con re poco talento haha! Pero los padres no lo dejaban hacer lo que querian sino que le exigian que haga planos y que siga dibujo tecnico asi llegar a ser un arquitecto y construir todos los edificios del pueblo ( un horror que los ninios sean influenciados por sus progenitores al momento de forjar su sendero por la vida) El otro era explotado por el padre que era verdulero y repartia verduras en su camion y era re chamullero tipo en el barrio todos lo odiaban pero bueh. El otro niño tipo la madre era una mujerzuela que se acostaba con el "manco" que era el camionero del barrio. Y el padre estaba poblado de revista triple X por doquier (porno haha re sutil). Por ultimo el niño que tipo que nacio por error y los padres ni lo querian siempre dormia afuera de la casa en la puerta.

A todo esto en el barrio se muda una porteña como le dicen ellos y tipo la re odiaban porque decian que las porteñas eran agrandadas larila! A lo cual se caia de maduro que uno de ellos termino por enamorarse y se besan por primera vez bajo la sombra de un arbol enbel parque en un banquito muy peor muy proto-puber kiss lo cual A M E!! M I L M I L!

Ellos estaban jugando como un mini torneo de SOCCER (futbol re callejero/potrero) haha! y se acercaba la final y para ellos era re importante, pero para el momento de la final se re pelean porque se enteran de todas las cosas y como entre ellos se ocultaban las verdades, pero solo por no lastimarse among them (entre ellos). Es sublime la parte en la cual uno de ellos hace un baile solo para que la porteña vaya y estallé de la risa cuando ponen una COOMBIA!!! fue SU BLI ME!. Y luego los lentos cuando todas las muchachas se re sientan y no quieren saber nada y se peleaban por quien sacaba a bailar a quien y bailar tipo a 30km de distancia (en la realite la movie se llama bsas 100 km por lo alejado que bailan chiste malo si los hay pero en fin...). y tipo nada se re pone ser un puber adolescente y re preocuparse por esas cosas y ver como armaban el lugar para el baile fue tipo un re flashback! l'semaforo, l'botellita y todos esos juegos que eran para darse besos! OMG !! oh my gosh!! SU BLI ME!... que linda epoca.. (no puedo dejar de nombrar a VERONICA GOMEZ FERREIRA MARTINS, compañera de la primaria que tipo eramos los rebeldes del curso y armabamos las parejas y nos re enganchabamos para hacer todo y manipular al ganado CATTLE! (haha). bueno nada tipo un re saludo.. VERCH TE MISS YOU!. never me olvidare de TI! y si, re-SABES que me amas! .. haha!

En fin.. Me requete fui de subject (tema) con lo de verch y los bailes y la emotion... per tipo.. esta muy bueno como la pelicula recorre esa ansiedad y esa SED de ser MAYOR y de poder dominar todas las situaciones que a los 13 años te re abomban! M A L! que en realidad son todos los problemas de las EDAD y nada MAS .. es cuestion de superar esa etapa de ser un TEEN y ya!. Y ahi es cuando uno cae en cuenta de lo que ES SER MAYOR! (no siempre, ya que ejemplos claros y cercanos a mi persona demuestran que se puede tener 30 años y seguir siendo un PUBER! opfio que no es mi caso ni el de mis friends! (se cae de maduro)).

Otra de las cosas que se re ve en la movie es que los chicos viven soniando con mudarse y abandonar ese pueblo, es constante y reiterativo el comentario ME QUIERO IR A LA MIERDA DE ESTE PUEBLO! (de más esta decir que no solo muestran una TETA en la pelicula sino que las palabras que mas usan son las siguiente:
-BOLUDO
-PELOTUDO
-FORRO
-PUTO
-HIJO DE PUTA
-LA CONCHA DE TU MADRE
-ETC...





Carson.-

l´song Necochea.-

This song es muy NECOCHEA. Todo el tiempo en la radio, en la Tevé, en todos lados.. And I like it.. I guess y si no me gustaba me terminó gustando. Hahah! Enjoy....Thanks Lash Y Coke por las vacations... la pasamos bien... Ergo, el Jueves me vuelvo a Necochea.-







Te resucito en el sueño
es lo que espero encontrar
entro en el viaje del miedo
abro la puerta al cerrar.
Encierro el mar pongo el grito en el cielo
Clavo una cruz muerdo arena, miento
Deshojas flor corres campos de cardos
altos cardos , uhouho
en sonidos de recuerdos
Encuéntrame... Carne y hueso, hueso y nada.
Te resucito en el sueño
es lo que espero encontrar.
Entro en el viaje del miedo
abro la puerta al cerrar.
Llanto que aflora y su flor alimento,
envenena el dolor cae muerto
Faltan pedazos, estrofas y versos
en lo peor de mis sueños
Despiértame... Carne y hueso, Hueso y nada.
Te resucito en el sueño
es lo que espero encontrar
Entro en el viaje del miedo
abro la puerta al cerrar...
Te resucito en el sueño
es lo que espero encontrar
Entro en el viaje del miedo
abro la puerta al cerrar
Te resucito en el sueño..




Carson-

Buddies.-


Helen - Jess - Carson . -





I miss ´em.-

Carson.-

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Chris Crocker on Jimmy Kimmel - The Interview

Para Aquellos que no saben quien es Chris Crocker, yo les cuento a continuación.
Este "nene" solia hacer INTERNET ACTING y es un HUGE FAN de Britney Spears. Luego de la aparición de Britney en los VMA´S 07 en Las Vegas. Al ser tan criticada por su BAD performance, él expreso su ira y su bronca mediante un video en el cual basicamente decía "Leave Britney Spears Alone RIGHT NOW" (claro... tipo don´t mess up with her! don´t bother her). El video fue todo un exito e hizo furor. Fué el video más visto en la historia de la NET. Luego siguió y siguió apareciendo en programas de tv´s, radio stations, etc... Y así está grabando su propio TV SHOW que todavia no se sabe bien si va a salir al aire o no. De todos modos cualquier update a quien le interese me pregunta y yo le averiguo. A mi realmente me parece FUNNY y el video que les dejo es moi FUNNY así que ENJOY IT.-

Esto no es nada... Chris Crocker en persona es requete PIOR. Trust me! Todavía no entiendo... En cierto punto, él se cree Britney. Los 20 minutos que lo conocí por lo menos fueron divertidos. Mucho Wannabe muy poco BIEN. Resulta que era otro día en AX (Armani Exchange). Era un Sabado y habia mucha gente comprando. Yo llegué practicamente tarde porque tenia que STEAM my shirt. Cuando entro a trabajar ya lo habia visto con un supuesto amigo. El amigo queria más protagonizmo que él. Pero bueh. Chris Crocker queria revolucionar AX con gritos, risas fuertes y comentarios un poco acidos. Por momentos se escondía en los probadores y ayudaba al "amigo" a vestirse. Compraron un par de cosas. La gente dentro del local estaba un poco revolucionada. Y teníamos que pedirle a la gente que no saque fotos ni con camaras ni con celulares. Más allá de Chris Crocker, esta politica de NO poder sacar fotos dentro del local regia on a regular basis. Simplemente lo explico ya que sino el video quedaba re colgado. Y nada according a lo que me dijo vino a Las Vegas por un "trabajo". Basicamente lo contrataban para hacer algun que otro show en algún club nocturno en el cual bailaba un poco cantaba y parodeaba con el audience.









Carson.-

Say wot now?






DY tak M 2B yr lawfully f**kble sx m8 2 f*ck +2 suk N 69ers N doggy styl N 23 positNs til D cndom du us part?







Carson.-

St. Louis.-

NYC.-

l´beach.-

my beach.-






sand on my feet.-






clousure.-




Carson.-

Friday, January 25, 2008

When you were Young.- (perhaps)


"You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch him now, here he comes
He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young

Can we climb this mountain,I don’t know
Higher now than ever before,
I Know we can make it if we take it slow
Thats thinking easy, easy now, watch it go
We’re burning down the highway skyline on the
Back of a hurricane that started turning
When you were young
When you were young
And sometimes you close your eyes
And see the place where you used to live
When you were young
They say the devil's water, it ain't so sweet
You don't have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while
I said he doesn't look a thing like Jesus
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But more than you'll ever know"

Watch it:







Carson.-




P.s.: Now that I´m not @ home I feel like writing a lot of things that are running through my mind. But I choose not to. Avoiding comments. Facing reality for a sec (even tho sometimes it hurt) . -

Thursday, January 24, 2008

; )






"He was naked except for a pair of what looked like brand-new Nikes with bright red swooshes. His cock swung from side to side like the pendulum of a grandfather clock on speed"








Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Smog.-

Más que Loable, o No?

Ad.-

oldish.-

Rebel from Scratch.-


So, I got up from my little nap and I knew I had to do so many things, like if I had a list in my head.
I turned around a couple of times and I said I´m a REBEL FROM SCRATCH.-
Don´t like to be TOLD.- "jamais jamais"
____________________________________________________________

Still, it´s around 8:00pm and the sun is UP, fuckin´bitch why would it? I mean.. Hell NO! I have to run some errands and I ain´t doin´it with the sun shining so bright.

___________________________________________________________________


Good Lord, That´s a lot of money.-

  • I sat on my bed and kept reading my book. Couldn´t stop even tho my eyes were literally shutting down. Phone rang, cell vibrated and the bell rang. FUCK IT! Im goin´back to my sleep.






Carson.-



Monday, January 7, 2008

The Color Purple.-

The Color Purple follows the life of Celie Johnson as she struggles through life in the early 1900s. The film begins with Celie about 17 years old, giving birth to her second child, sired by her father. Her father takes the second child away from her and tells her never to tell anyone about it. Time passes and a local farmer, "Mister", comes by to marry Celie's younger, prettier sister, Nettie. Her father refuses to let Nettie marry and gives the man Celie instead. Mister neglects and abuses Celie until Nettie comes by asking to stay with them, because the father can't keep his hands off her. When Mister is unable to lure Nettie, he sends her away, leaving Celie more distraught than ever. Nettie promises to write unless death keeps her from it, but Celie never receives a letter. Meanwhile, Mister's lover, Shug Avery, comes to visit and befriends Celie, helping her to understand that she is more than Mister's servant. The movie culminates in Celie leaving Mister with the threat that everything he touches will fall apart until he does right by her. Mister finds compassion and goes to the INS to help Celie's sister Nettie prove that she is a US citizen and return from Africa where she has been living with Celie's two children who had been given to a missionary and his wife. Celie is reunited with Nettie and her two children in a heartfelt ending to an extraordinary film.
What an AMAZING movie, outstanding performance of Whoopi Goldberg; whom I truly admire, she´s great, FAN-TAS-TIC! Oh by the way if you haven´t seen it please do so. And here is a little something for all of you. I love this part of the movie and the song is great.





____________________

Woh woh ..........
Uhm uhm ..........
Uhm uhm ..........

Sister,
you've been on my mind
Sister, we're two of a kind
So sister,
I'm keepin' my eyes on you
I betcha think
I don't know nothin'
But singin' the blues
Oh sister, have I got news for you
I'm somethin'
I hope you think
that you're somethin' too

Oh, Scufflin',
I been up that lonesome road
And I seen a lot of suns goin' down
Oh, but trust me
No low life's gonna run me around

So let me tell you somethin' sister
Remember your name
No twister,
gonna steal your stuff away
My sister
We sho' ain't got a whole lot of time
So shake your shimmy,
Sister
'Cause honey the 'shug
is feelin' fine


___________________________


Shug: [after telling Albert that she and her husband are leaving] Celie is coming with us.
Albert: What?
Shug: Celie is coming with us to Memphis.
Albert: Over my dead body.
Shug: You satisfied? That what you want?
Albert: [to Celie] NOW What's wrong with you?
Celie: You a low down dirty dog, that's what's wrong. Time for me to get away from you, and enter into Creation. And your dead body'd be just the welcome mat I need.
________________________________________________________
Shug: I think it pisses God off when you walk by the color purple in a field and don't notice it.




Carson.-

CELL.-

Stephen King returns to his throne with a love letter to the fathers of horror. King dedicates Cell to filmmaker George Romero and novelist Richard Matheson, an affordable debt owed during his tenure as the master of contemporary horror. It would be difficult to imagine what a frightening landscape would look like today if it wasn't filled with the living dead (Romero) or a nuclear post-apocalyptic nightmare (Matheson), two elements which King uses to craft his latest novel set in a world populated by cell phones.

The story follows a group of "normies," a title they give themselves after witnessing a world plummet to chaos when a cell phone signal known as the Pulse converts its listeners to brain-dead lunatics. They struggle to find answers in a world that has become filled with refugees, with only hearsay and rumor to rely on: was it an act of terrorism? An amateur hacker's garage project? Or was it really the final wave of Verizon's quest to dominate its cell phone market?

______________________________________________________________

Thank´s to Dr. Passarello for the gift. I adore my book.-





Carson.-

Bombs.-

"Armani Exchange August 2007"
(One of my fav songs of that month)

Enjoy,








We think we're heroes, we think we're kings
We plan all kinds of fabulous things
Oh look how great we have become

Key in the door, the moment I've been longing for
Before my bag hit the floor
My adorable children rush up screaming for a kiss
And a story they're a gift to this world
My only claim to glory
I surely never knew sweeter days
Blows my mind like munitions
I'm amazed

So much heaven, so much hell
So much love, so much pain
So much more than I thought this world could ever contain
So much war, so much soul
One mans loss, another mans gold
So much more than I thought this world can ever hold

We're just children, we're just dust
We are small and we are lost
And we're nothing, nothing at all

One bomb, the whole block gone
Can't find me children and dust covers the sun
Everywhere is noise, panic and confusion
But to some another fun day in Babylon
I'm gonna bury my wife and dig up my gun
My life is done so now I got to kill someone

So much heaven, so much hell
So much love, so much pain
So much more than I thought this world could ever contain
So much war, so much soul
Moments lost, moments go
So much more than I thought this world could ever hold

So much more than I thought this world could ever hold
So much more than I thought this world could ever hold

So much heaven, so much hell
So much love, so much pain
So much more than I thought this world could ever contain
So much war, so much soul
Moments lost, moments go
So much more than I thought this world could ever hold








Carson.-



Who?

"fuck the haters, the assholes, the people out to get you, the whiners, the people that cheat you, the people who pretend to be ur friend, those who are purposely rude, those who purposely lie, the hypocritical, the greedy, the deceiving, the people who dont appreciate you and FUCK the FAKE!.."

Friday, January 4, 2008

My Hotel Room.-

" Danny, I need a Room Immediately"

"Sir, I don´t. Well, actually I do have a room available"

"Mr. Petracca your shuttle will be at the airport in approximately fifteen minutes"

For TWO nights, NOT for TONIGHT you A**HOLE.-


  • It was more than obvious.. Y´all know Im not a big fan of MIAMI, consequently, I spent my 2 days and 2 nights in my hotel room watching the airplanes land and take off, browsing on my computer, smoking, drinking my POP, eating my Papa John´s pizza, dancing and /&%$·"·$%&/%%!·$%/"!·"·*.-



Loved It.-





Carson.-

12 Days of Christmas.-

New Year´s Eve.-








New Year.-








mART.-


encore.-







heart.-








jungle minded.-












Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Juarson.-




Se busca: Lazarillo para pareja joven. Interacción mínima con los usuarios. Contactar a Juarson.

Life Just Isn´t

Life isn´t about keeping score. it´s not about how many people call you and it´s not about who you´ve dated, are dating or haven´t dated at all. It isn´t about who you´ve kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It´s not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it´s not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn´t just about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it´s not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life isn´t just about that.
But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It´s about how you feel about yourself. It´s about trust, happiness and compassion. It´s about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It´s about what you say and what you mean. It´s about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else´s in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life´s about.-





Carson.-

Family.-




"
The family - that dear octopus from whose tentacles we never quite escape nor, in our inmost hearts, ever quite wish to."




Carson.-

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

; )

im NOT into it i already know the game & i been THROUGH it.




Punk.-

Reir por Reir o Amar?









Quién dijo que mi sonrisa delata Happiness? Acaso ustéd que me conoce no lo sabe?
Happy New Year o simplemente New year. Primero que nada creo que está de mas decir que me recuesta escribir en Español sin embargo lo hago. Es como que hay que hacer cosas que uno no quiere y crecer un poco o no. El tema es que estaban todos como sonriendo por el comienzo de año. Cosa que yo no entendia, me parece hasta absurdo. No hay espiritu festivo, ni tampoco lo hubo para Navidad. Es como que si te fuiste a Europe a pasar Christmas inexorablemente el espiritu navideño te sale de adentro pero este país no te inspira a nada, salvo la muerte de los negros, chorros, corruptos, forros, hijos de puta (Si si.. con un poquito de IRA) Haha! Nose es como medio bizarro escribir en español porque parece que tengo 4 años.
Ultimamente la gente me quiere mas gracias a los cambios que de a poco estoy haciendo en mi vida. En cierta forma puedo decir "El Martin de antes" Lo cual más alla que mucha gente diga que era un pelotudo, yo lo respeto y lo banco por ser auntentico AFTER ALL!!! Hay muchas cosas que rescato del otro Martin!
Ah NO NO !! pero que miedo.. acabo de leer lo que estoy escribiendo y es como que umm.. OH DIOS MIO! sos medio esquizo nene!
Ni quiero entrar en el tema de lo normal y lo anormal para no citar ningun autor y generar conflictos. Hehe!
Alguién me dijo el otro dia algo asi como donde esta el true love? Por momentos creo que el true love no es una persona, sino que de todas las personas que pasan por tu life amorosa hay una especie de momento en el cual se siente ese true love el cual se desvanece en la cama en un encuentro nada mas ni nada menos que sexual y decís.. Booh! Figurita Repetida! y una voz que dice "Bummer, try again later" (algo así..) Señoras y Señores, el amor no es para siempre, el amor se gasta. Y es muy cotidiano mezclar el amor con la calentura y o las ganas de estar con alguien. Esa necesidad completamente egoista del ser humano lo cual me hace pensar cada vez mas que somos ANIMALES por excelencia. Todo acto y o accion es realizado en busca de la AUTORREALIZACION y la pura satisfacción del YO. Creo yo que está muy en claro que el posteo no era este pero las palabras las dejo fluir una vez que paso el tercer renglón y es como que mi mente se deja llevar y canaliza todo , lo comprime y eh aqui NO?
Mi "incontinencia verbal" o verborragia según un personaje de mi vida actual es TERRIBLE.
As usual señores... siempre hay alguien que me desconcentra y no lo puedo seguir ahora... es como que perdí todo... bah! no lo perdí sino que quedo en mi head nuevamente.
Asi que continuare en otro momento.
Y si... no les puedo no desear un Happy New year! I love you all..
I´ve changed lots and TONS more to change... Happy no matter what I would say.
So, do I need that special someone? Or I´m OK as I am right now?
Uhmm.. I doubt it... OK is completely... mediocre, common, fair, indifferent, medium, middling, ordinary, passable, run-of-the-mill, second-rate, so-so. And that ain´t ME.-


Sooooo... Pack your bags bitches... we´re goin´ elsewhere.


Carson.-



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prone.:
1: having a tendency or inclination : being likely
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